Looking Back . . .

Submitted by on Monday, 23 February 2015, 11:55 AM
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , , , ,

Looking Back . . .This evening while I was driving back to work, this song played in my selections and it brought me back to where I was 9 months ago. The time, where I had to let go of a man I thought I would end up with ..
And the song I mentioned in the first part is entitled BREAKEVEN and is from the band, The Script ... I swear the first 6 months after that break up, I played the song LITERALLY every day.. over and over until it sank to me to forgive, forget, move on and get a life ..

But that journey?? It was one of the most painful realization I went through .. And if not for the time and compassion of my friends, support of my family  - - I could say, I would still probably be caught in that moment ...

Know that everyone goes through a stage where their loved one hurts them.. A stage where your dreams, your hopes go down the drain as if they were nothing..

And if you are in this stage as I write this, know that it is a - - "stage" ..
You have to go through the pain, the denial part, the ifs, the buts, the why and how.
Take it ... Cry if you have to ... Shout if you have to .. Be bitter if you have to ...
Hate the world if you have to.


But do not stay in that stage for long ... You have to rise to the occasion .

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Bittersweet Revenge: Wanna Play With Me?

Submitted by on Sunday, 22 February 2015, 02:09 PM
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Anal, Mature, One Night Stand | Tags:

"In moments of pain, we seek revenge.."
- Ami Ayalon

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Autosaved: “Nice story. Keep it up”
DareYouToMove:“Hi! Asl please”
SexAddict: “Here’s my number if you’re lonely and gusto mo ng makakausap”
Aaliyah19: “Ang ganda ng story ate. Sana may kasunod pa.”
Treasurebox: “Pwedeng makipagfriend sayo?”
EverReady: “Can I fuck you?”

Ito ang mga bumungad sa inbox ko pagbukas ko sa Sexcapade.com. Ilang weeks na rin akong miyembro dito. Katulad din ito ng ilang adult sites where you can post erotic and non-erotic stories, other works and chat with the other members. 

Napangiti ako sa nabasa kong mga pm. Nakita kong naka-online pa sila pero si EverReady ang pirming nakakuha ng atensyon ko. So I decided to chat and flirt with him in private to get to know him a little bit more.

Kickass_girl: Hi EverReady.
EverReady: Hi Kickass_girl. So can I fuck you?
Kickass_girl: Fuck agad? Hindi ba pwedeng kilalanin muna natin ang isa’t isa? 
EverReady: Ah okay. So anong vital stats mo?
Kickass_girl: 34-24-34
EverReady: Wow! Sexy mo naman.
Kickass_girl: Di naman.. Nasl mo p...

Don't Read This

Submitted by on Sunday, 22 February 2015, 08:35 AM
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags:

.  Sabi nga ng third law of motion ni Newton, "for every sction there is an equal and opposite reaction" . Sa buhay naten ganyan din, hindi mag rereact ang isang tao lalo na magbabago kung wala kang ginagawa sa kanya. Yung tipong isang payapang tubig ja bigla mong binulabog, ganoon un.... At ganyan ang patuloy na nangyayare saken, as of now I have no idea why I'm writing this blog, my hart is full of hatred and pain from a person na hindi naman deserving pagkatiwalaan ng lahat lahat. Sabi ko sa sarili ko hindi ako magsusulat dito sa fss but here I am composing a blog.

Hindi ako snob na tao moody lang lalo na kapag in pain or something, ang hirap kaseng magmahal ng todo and then parang kawawa ka lng na itatapon. Yung pinaglaruan ka lng, para kang manikang pinaluma pagkatapos itinapon at pinapaasang pupulutin uli. I must admit, I'm so dumd kase patuloy kong hinahayaan ang sarili kong mapaglaruan at gaguhin, ang hirap ng ganitong sitwasyon. I'm on the prime of my life pwedeng makuha ang anu mang gusto ko at umibig sa isang taong para talaga sakin but here I am torturing myself. Sa sobrang sakit wala nang luhang lumalabas sa mga mata ko, lunok na lang ng lunok, wala nang pakialam sa reputasyong pinaghirapang buuin mata ng lahat. Bakit kasi ako nagmahal sa maling tao, sa isang DIMONYO.

For closure, sabi nga sa first line ng first paragraph ko... HINDI AKO MAGIGING GANITO KUNG HINDI MO KO PINAASA AT PINANIWALA SA MGA KASINUNGALINGAN MO! I know I sound so bitt...

You Own Me 5

Submitted by on Sunday, 22 February 2015, 02:37 AM
Posted in Story: Fiction, English | Categories: Anal, Erotic Couplings, Exhibitionist and Voyeur, First Time, Taboo, Interracial Sex, Wife Lovers, Mature, Reluctance | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , ,

“Is that my son calling? Hmp! How convenient…” inis na sagot ng matanda. “Turn the volume of your phone to speaker so I can hear him too,” bulong ng matanda kay Lovelee.

At this point Lovelee seems to recover from her trance-like lust at tila natauhan nang makita ang pangalan ni Nick sa phone kaya biglang tinabig niya ang nakapulupot na braso at hita ng don sabay upo nito, mildly surprising the don.

“H-Hello…Nick?” sabay tingin sa relo sa bedside table niya. It was 7 am already.

“Hi babe…how are you? I am sorry I wasn’t able to skype you this morning. The laptop conked out, so I had to bring it to a technician. So for now we will have to do with the cellphones…”

“Where are you now?”

“Am about to go to school. Just showered. How about you?”

‘Um…kagigising ko lang. Am about to work too.”

“How’s dad? How is he doing?”

Biglang inabot ni Demetrious ang kamay nito sa hiwa ni Lovelee at sinimulang himasin ito. Kahit anong tabig ang gawin ng babae ay hindi nagpaawat ang matanda lalo na nang ipasok ng don ang makapal na mga daliri niya sa namamasang umbok nito.

“A-ahhh!”

“Hey...w...

Bryan (A Former Officemate) Part 2

Submitted by on Thursday, 19 February 2015, 07:49 PM
Posted in Story: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Gay Male, Romance | Tags: , , , , ,

Hi everyone! Sorry if I was not able to write what happened after a week nung huli kaming nagkita ni Bryan. I had to prioritize some things first kaya di ko agad naisulat pero hayaan niyo, babawi ako. Hopefully suportahan niyo itong story kong ito since this happened in real life.

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It was a Friday morning, exactly a week after naming magkita ni Bryan when I received a Viber message from him saying "Pare kamusta?" I was a little excited to write a response but since I am confused with what I am feeling for Bryan, I decided not to reply immediately. "Hoy! Snob???" six minutes after his first message that day. "Siguro ayaw mo tayong matuloy later kasi snob mo ako. Sige, nagbabaka sakali lang kasi uuwi ako ng Ilocos. Tuloy na lang ako later. Ingat!" he sent that message after an hour of not replying to his previous messages.

"Bryan sorry, sobrang busy ko lang sa mga dapat kong ayusin. Ganun ba? Uuwi ka ng Ilocos? Sayang, akala ko pa naman pupuntahan mo ako tonight." I replied asap after I chanced upon the message. "Ano, tutuloy pa ba tayo mamaya? Di mo kasi ako nirereplayan." Bryan said. After that I received a phone call coming from him.

Bryan: Ano, ang bagal mo magreply? Tuloy ba o hindi?
Me:     Oo naman! Ikaw lang naman nag-iisip ng hindi e.
Bryan: Feeling ko natatakam ka na naman sa akin nyan. (Sabay tawa ng malakas)
Me:     Ulol! Aminin mo nasarapan ka rin sa akin pre. Pakipot ka pa. (Pagsusuplado ko)...

Don't

Submitted by on Thursday, 19 February 2015, 03:43 PM
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags:

I can sing praises
Crack some jokes
Make you feel special
Make you feel important.

I can be naughty to the point
That you burst out words of complaint
Or annoyance.

Just...

Just stay that way
Laugh with my jokes
Comment with my words
Thank me with my actions
Smile when I smile.

I'm pretty messed up
So just stay that way
And when that time comes
That something special
Is stirred within you
Just keep it, don't show it to me.

I may not be able to handle it.

I am fucked up.

Yes, I am.

©LibrongUod

02/19/2015

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You Own Me 4

Submitted by on Thursday, 19 February 2015, 08:56 AM
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Exhibitionist and Voyeur, Fetish, Taboo, Interracial Sex, Wife Lovers, Mature, Reluctance | Tags: , , , , ,

Gulat na napatalikod si Lovelee nang marinig ang boses ng isang lalaki.

“Ay! It’s…you Alfredo. How long have you been there?”

“Let’s say long enough to see you enjoying the view inside that room…”

“I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to peep…”

Agad na hinawakan ni Alfredo ang braso ni Lovelee at madaling naglakad palabas ng bahay. Kinuha ni Alfredo ang garden scissors at kunwaring ginunting ang mga dahon ng mga tanim para ayusin ang mga ito habang nag-uusap sila.

“It’s alright. I’m used to women watching the don perform his sexcapades with his women many times.”

“You mean, the don likes to have sex with the women staff in the house?”

“Si, señora. I have served him for thirty years now. I even become a participant in on eof his fantasies, with Andiram. Although I am at my twilight of my career, I have seen women staff come and go in this house. Some of them wanted more from the don: marriage, commitment, which is the reason why they were relieved from their duties. Some women voluntarily left…heartbroken. And still some, like Andiram, are willing to stay, contented with the way the don treat them. As long as they don’t demand from him…everything is alright. But you…you are special.”

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Cocoi, My Beautiful Stranger (Final)

Submitted by on Thursday, 19 February 2015, 07:02 AM
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings, First Time, Reluctance, Romance | Tags: ,

Cocoi, My Beautiful Stranger (Final)Nilapitan siya ni Cocoi, his stare unwavering. Napapitlag siya ng maramdamang hinawakan siya sa magkabilang-balikat. Amoy niya ang cologne na gamit nito, and for some crazy seconds, she was tempted to bury her face on his neck and inhale his scent.

His voice snapped her out of her trance-like state.

"Cucs, hindi ako manhid."

"Huh?"

"Yeah. Hindi ako manhid."

"Ansabe?"

Natawa ang binata. Pinisil ang ilong niya. He hates that expression of her whenever she doesn't understand what she heard. But at the same time finds it absolutely cute. Hindi rin niya alam, but for him, everything this woman does is just endearing.

"Ewan ko Cucs how you manage to do that to me."

"Huh? Ang alin? Stop talking in riddles nga Cocoi. Muka kang engot. Pati ako nahahawa."

Binitiwan ng binata ang balikat niya at muling tumawa.

"Hahaha! Lakas mo makapanira ng moment Cucs."

"Ano ba kasing sinasabi mo?"

She silently took a breath when he released her shoulders. Pakiramdam niya napapaso ang buong katawan niya sa init na nagmumula sa mga kamay ng binata.

"As I was saying Cucs, hindi ako manhid. She likes me so I took it from there. Hindi ako katulad mo. Isang lalake lang ang nanloko sayo ginawa mo ng adobe ang puso mo."

"Ikaw lang nag-iisip niyan. Hindi ako manhid. Or pus...

On Writing a Story

Submitted by on Thursday, 19 February 2015, 03:11 AM
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , , , ,

Being a fan of this site, I often read the stories posted here, including the comments.

With regards to the comments, I noticed some reader would say that he has read the story posted by a writer on another site.

Question: how does one know if the story posted here is original or not? Can a writer repost his story from another site to here even if it is originally written by himself? :)

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Change

Submitted by on Wednesday, 18 February 2015, 11:52 AM
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags:

CHANGE
no one can escape it.. either you change for the better, or for the worse..
CHANGE
how much change can one person take..? how much more will he or she take until they are accepted..?
CHANGE
yes, acceptance! why do people change to be accepted? to fit in? to know what fucking mainstream means?
CHANGE
is it not enough that one person already feels insignificant already at their own demise?
CHANGE
does people really feel happiness every time those people around them change at their own expense..?
CHANGE
people posting about confidence, about the triumphs, success they accomplished! just for what?
CHANGE
yes, acceptance, again.. ironic isn't it? me posting this in social media..
CHANGE
fact is, everyone needs, NO, WANTS, to be accepted.. to feel security, significance, to feel that SELF WORTH shit..
CHANGE
as humane as we are, brutality, violence, SEX.. these are the things most people in our society find amusing..
CHANGE
again, how much change does one need to take to be accepted..?
CHANGE
as many as one can take.. because nothing is enough.. nothing is 'EVER' enough..
CHANGE....
for the better, or for the worse........

©2015 Jenjuro1985.
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